I have always gone project to project to project without very much time inbetween. Not mind blowing, life goes quicky and not doing anything is harder than doing almost anything. ( this may not be a general truth but it is a true for me). Projects orginate by having a problem that i think is fixable, and coming up witha soloution that normally looks more like a play or a crossword puzzle then a sentace or paragraph. But now in my life im finding myself getting older and having more time to think, This is always do to more success, more time to think. When you need to make money via a survivalist mindset you really dont have time to think about thinking. You jusdt do and do and then its yesterday, last week, last year.

One thing that i never did in the past as well, was tell the story of any project that was made, I always felt that the project would stand for itself. And it did, until, well, i thought about everthihng too much. I was finally able to think about thinking, about what im doing and why. And although at first that sounds exciting, it wasnt. It wasnt at all, it was overwhleming, and scary. And then my project became thinking about what and why im doing anything at all.